It never seemed fair to move on, and I can't ever completely cut ties. That's not fair to the girls.

...story of my life, I suppose. Being caught between what I want and the restrictions of the world, that is. I had the chance to go up there, Dolores, to see those stars I love so much. And I gave it up for Feferi and Meenah. I don't regret it, but I've always wondered 'what if it had been a few months later?' which is selfish of me.

So I buried myself in work till I realized I hardly recognized the girls I gave up the stars for, and now I'm here. And so is he, and I thought that maybe, just maybe, I could have a family. Finally do right by the girls.

Now, this.