[The abrupt end of conversation irritates him more than it should. But everything irritates him because everything hurts. But can he really blame anyone but himself? It's just whatever. He's angry and irrational and he misses his dad and he can't express enough about how nothing is okay. It's hard to breathe and even though he know he's working himself up again he can't stop it.
He doesn't want to be alone but he doesn't want to say anything about it. He doesn't even want to respond to Bro. In the end he just chucks his journal across the room and buries his head in his pillow again.]
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He doesn't want to be alone but he doesn't want to say anything about it. He doesn't even want to respond to Bro. In the end he just chucks his journal across the room and buries his head in his pillow again.]