[Bro isn't even thinking about whether or not they should be doing this. He's just thinking about how much he needs Murdoc right now. He doesn't even think it's selfish of him. Because he's hurting so much that it's just an overwhelming need that he can't help.
It also makes it hard for him to sense how awkward Murdoc is right now because he himself is just so... into it. He isn't thinking about awkwardness or anything, he's just thinking about how good this feels. How natural it feels. How much he really just goddamn needs it. And how absolutely and utterly grateful he is when Murdoc agrees to stay with him. Because he honestly has no one else and it's a great feeling knowing he has him.
At Murdoc's suggestion, he swallows against the lump that he hadn't known was forming in his thread and then nods against his chest. It's a few seconds before he can bring himself to pull away, because the comfort of being in Murdoc's arms is just overwhelmingly good. When he pulls away, there's an emptiness and the damn containing his feelings cracks further. He's being stupid but he can't help it.
To prevent too much damage from being done, he reaches down and threads a hand into Murdoc's, pulling him towards the bed wordlessly.]
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It also makes it hard for him to sense how awkward Murdoc is right now because he himself is just so... into it. He isn't thinking about awkwardness or anything, he's just thinking about how good this feels. How natural it feels. How much he really just goddamn needs it. And how absolutely and utterly grateful he is when Murdoc agrees to stay with him. Because he honestly has no one else and it's a great feeling knowing he has him.
At Murdoc's suggestion, he swallows against the lump that he hadn't known was forming in his thread and then nods against his chest. It's a few seconds before he can bring himself to pull away, because the comfort of being in Murdoc's arms is just overwhelmingly good. When he pulls away, there's an emptiness and the damn containing his feelings cracks further. He's being stupid but he can't help it.
To prevent too much damage from being done, he reaches down and threads a hand into Murdoc's, pulling him towards the bed wordlessly.]