I thought I have been. I thought I was always there whenever you needed me. And whenever you didn't. I told you you could come to my room whenever. I've always tried to fucking be there. And even when I'm not there for whatever reason, it doesn't mean I stop caring. When he came back, it was hard for me. I lost him all over again. Maybe it was me who needed a little space. Maybe I had it wrong. I'm sorry that it made it seem like I don't care, though. Because I do. I really, seriously. do. More than you can ever fucking imagine. I don't know how to get you to see that.
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I thought I have been. I thought I was always there whenever you needed me. And whenever you didn't. I told you you could come to my room whenever. I've always tried to fucking be there. And even when I'm not there for whatever reason, it doesn't mean I stop caring.
When he came back, it was hard for me. I lost him all over again. Maybe it was me who needed a little space. Maybe I had it wrong. I'm sorry that it made it seem like I don't care, though. Because I do. I really, seriously. do. More than you can ever fucking imagine. I don't know how to get you to see that.
I
we
I mean I really
like him.