[It's funny how they both mutually uncomfortable right now. Both of them are so hopelessly pathetic with emotions that he's positive they'll look back and find each other's behaviour terribly endearing.
Honestly, it's a scary thing. Emotional encounters could be scarier than most aggressive encounters. It felt like there was a lot more to lose, a lot more to be judged over. If one of them said too much or spoke too soon it could potentially impact the situation in a way two men so inexperienced with relationships could handle.
That said, when Dirk looks at him, it really feels like he's said the right things. He isn't looking confused or angry, he looks content. It feels good to know his words have satisfied the other man. Though the silence is a little offputting, as it always is. He can't help being paranoid, things have never gone so smoothly for him before. Generally he talks himself into a hole.
Speaking of, he's about to open his mouth and ask if Dirk is okay when his lips are pressed against the other man. He supposes some things are better left unsaid as he leans into the kiss. His hands thread around Dirk's waist and he holds him close to him as tightly as he can.
It had taken them a damn long time, but it's safe to say that Dirk is well and truly his now. If anyone has a problem with that they can pry the other man from Murdoc's cold, dead hands. It was so difficult for him to form emotional attachment like this. Mutual attachment. So when it happened, he tended to feel it stronger than any other feeling. His satisfaction at maintaining such a close bond is near all consuming. He feels so damn good right now, he couldn't explain it if you asked. All he knows is that he doesn't want to deny anything anymore.
He hums happily into the kiss, trying to match Dirk's intensity with his own mouth.]
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Honestly, it's a scary thing. Emotional encounters could be scarier than most aggressive encounters. It felt like there was a lot more to lose, a lot more to be judged over. If one of them said too much or spoke too soon it could potentially impact the situation in a way two men so inexperienced with relationships could handle.
That said, when Dirk looks at him, it really feels like he's said the right things. He isn't looking confused or angry, he looks content. It feels good to know his words have satisfied the other man. Though the silence is a little offputting, as it always is. He can't help being paranoid, things have never gone so smoothly for him before. Generally he talks himself into a hole.
Speaking of, he's about to open his mouth and ask if Dirk is okay when his lips are pressed against the other man. He supposes some things are better left unsaid as he leans into the kiss. His hands thread around Dirk's waist and he holds him close to him as tightly as he can.
It had taken them a damn long time, but it's safe to say that Dirk is well and truly his now. If anyone has a problem with that they can pry the other man from Murdoc's cold, dead hands. It was so difficult for him to form emotional attachment like this. Mutual attachment. So when it happened, he tended to feel it stronger than any other feeling. His satisfaction at maintaining such a close bond is near all consuming. He feels so damn good right now, he couldn't explain it if you asked. All he knows is that he doesn't want to deny anything anymore.
He hums happily into the kiss, trying to match Dirk's intensity with his own mouth.]