[long pause, as Gamzee thinks about this]

i guess i'm a crap boyfriend, then.

[Because he doesn't really want Shinra to be happy they're apart. Sure, maybe later, he doesn't want the other boy to have his life ruined ... but right now, if he found out Shinra was having a grand old time, he'd be a little hurt, so he guess that makes him a really bad person. Damn it. Well, not like he didn't know that already.]