I think I understand what you're saying. Minus the bit about passion; I've felt that before.

What you're saying sounds kind of similar to how I felt. All the confusion and uncertainty and so on just kind of fell away all at once. Like it kind of hit me all at once how amazing you are, and that all the stuff that held me back just didn't matter and I was stupid for giving it so much thought.

But you really think it could all be related to these sudden cases of people who hate each other suddenly feeling quite the opposite?