[And Gamzee has even less than most - no one ever taught him how to handle big feelings. Hell, no one ever taught him how to handle the little ones, either, he's had to stumble around in the dark figuring that out on his own. It would probably be no surprise to anyone who knew his history that he found the way his mind drifted and spun on glue fumes when he was eight to be a superior and preferable state to being fully aware of just how unwanted he really was. He's gotten better since Hogwarts, found real friends, and people who care, but the damage was done a long time ago, and old habits die very, very hard. Something is broken inside the boy, and only Gamzee can put himself back together again. The problem is, he doesn't even have a blueprint for what an unbroken Gamzee would look like.]

Ok.
ThAnK yOu, SiR.