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sortinghat_rp2012-10-14 02:00 am
givesyouaboner) wrote in sortinghat_rp2012-10-14 02:00 am
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013 | Sunday evening
I have to say, today's game was fantastic. I'm honestly impressed with the performance of our professors and other staff members who participated.
Of course, I'm a little disappointed that Gryfferin lost, but I'm all for good sportsmanship and most of the professors on our team behaved admirably.
That being said, I hope we have more games like this in the future. I'd like another excuse to use the banners we made.
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Of course, I'm a little disappointed that Gryfferin lost, but I'm all for good sportsmanship and most of the professors on our team behaved admirably.
That being said, I hope we have more games like this in the future. I'd like another excuse to use the banners we made.
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Correct me if I'm wrong, because I don't know anything about this sort of situation, but that sounds really fucked up.
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On both accounts.
[Fuck. Everything. This isn't a conversation he wants to be having at all.]
But I mean
he hasn't had the chance to fall in love with me yet.
Maybe it'll happen. And it's not like I love him yet, either.
I just like him a lot.
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I will take your word for it.
It's still weird because he's a guy though.
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What the hell does that have to do with anything?
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It's kind of confusing.
If you're happy? I don't care. It's just that.
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I dunno, I guess I've just always believed it doesn't really matter who the hell it is or what their gender is.
But I get that maybe it could be a little weird or something.
But thanks. I'm glad I...
have your support?
Do I?
I mean, are you ok with this?
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Everything is weird.
But yeah, you do. I guess when it gets to that point I'll have to adjust.
I'm kinda just glad it's someone I like, and someone who at least tolerates me.
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That means a lot to me, bro. I'd hate to be doing this if you didn't like him or didn't approve.
But he makes me happy.
Really fucking miserable sometimes.
But still happy.
So I'm glad that you're ok with it.
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When are you going to tell Dave?
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Does he have to know? I mean, right now at least?
I don't know what's going on between us. I just feel like telling him would make things difficult right now. I wanna at least wait until I have a more solid idea of... what we even are.
Because right now I don't even know if we're going to be anything much longer, because... I dunno.
It's complic[He's so tired of saying that.]
I'm just starting to feel like it'd be easier to take myself out of the picture, is all. So I might not even have to tell Dave anything, because there wouldn't be anything to tell.
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I can see where you're coming from with Dave, especially with him having been as angry as he has. But I think you should tell him as soon as everything isn't in the air. He'd probably be madder if you didn't.
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If there's anything to tell, I'll tell him when it feels right.
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Okay. I won't say anything to him at all. Not even vague hint.
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Thanks.
And I'd appreciate it if you kept this on the down low with Murdoc, too. I mean, he knows I told you some of this stuff, but.
He doesn't know how she really feels. Not entirely. I don't wanna hurt him by telling him some of the shit she said.
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Too late for that.
I'm sorry.
Don't be mad at me.
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What did you say?
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[He doesn't know what to say. Because now he's scared. Now he's fucking terrified. He feels like everything just got about a million times worse.
Or maybe a million times easier. He's been fighting with the desire to take himself out of the picture. Maybe now Murdoc will hate him. Maybe it'll make it easier.]
It's fine.
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