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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
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wwhat
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
howw is that "nothin major"?!

thatd be like me fuckin wwaltzin up to you wwith sol in my arm goin "oh hey father so it turns out that wwe totally are infatuated for each other but hey NOTHIN MAJOR ABOUT THAT YOU KNOWW"
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
see noww im insulted because i knoww plenty about romance

but i agree wwith the second part because i thought that i wwas bein terrible lately

is that wwhy he wwas just so concerned about talkin to me wwhenevver wwe had that fight because he really didnt seem like the one wwho wwould care about somethin like that
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 03:21 pm (UTC)(link)
im not sure i wwant to get married anymore considerin all of this complication surroundin a lot of it plus wwho wwould evven

oh
wwell i guess that makes that a little bit better not really
i just
wwhy him
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
no i knoww that its complicated already believve me ivve had my fair share of complications already

hes nice
really
is that all
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
noww is it an ampora curse or a donoghue curse

hm
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
oh

i just
it
i dont knoww
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
i really dont knoww
i wwant to be
i should be or somethin

at least wwith professor matteris it made sense this just
it doesnt to me and i dont knoww wwhy
and it frustratin me
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
no it is
and i
guess i kinda understand
since ivve had that happen
just not to this degree obvviously
just you knoww
endin up kinda befriendin someone for one reason or another wwhen wwe wwere clearly not friendly
but
yeah
it really is stupid
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
believve me i dont WWANT to knoww anythin other than you guys bein friendly
ugh

wwrong
im still upset and this is still major its just really hard to apparently process wwith me because i cannot fuckin fathom this MONTH ALONE
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
i dont knoww wwhy its upsettin me but its also pissin me off and its makin me evven more upset
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
i dont really knoww

[hug your child, man. hug him]
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[personal profile] allisnotlost 2012-10-23 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
i
i guess
ill be ovver soon since i really cant focus on anythin right noww

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