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[deathmaid]

hello :)
i apologize for neglecting to maintain this journal and the network associated with it for so long
i left my old one back in turkey last summer and if i am completely honest i did not care enough for it to have it returned to me
i guess was in a bad mood then
but i should have cared and now here i am!!!
grandmother purchased me a new one
though the fact that this a new journal is kind of obvious and was a bit redundant of me to reiterate
well anyway i hope to make many entries and entertain to read many of yours as well

[ a while after ]
i seem to have missed out on a lot of relationship complexities
oh wow??

(ooc: also fyi she really draws those :) faces in, except they're not sideways haha]

Comments

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

uHHH,
yOU'RE PERFECTLY FREE TO, iGNORE ANY AND ALL COMPLEXITIES,
tHAT i MIGHT BE HAVING AT THE PRESENT MOMENT,
wHICH IS NOT TO SAY, i AM HAVING ANY,
oR ASSUMING THAT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT ME,
uHH, iN ANY WAY,
wHICH i'M SURE YOU WEREN'T,
bUT, i'M JUST MAKING SURE, mY BASES ARE COVERED,

i'M GLAD YOU GOT A NEW JOURNAL,

[deathmaid]

tavros!!
i have missed you and i am glad i got a new journal too
hopefully i will better fulfill my duties as a friend :)
i am sorry for having been absent and thus unable to talk or not talk about the relationship complexities you may or may not be having as of right now with you

[deathmaid]

wait that sounds stupid

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

nO, iT DOESN'T SOUND STUPID AT ALL,
aND THAT'S REALLY NICE OF YOU,
i APPRECIATE THE THOUGHT, bUT THERE'S NOT REALLY ANYTHING TO TALK ABOUT,
wELL, tHERE IS, bUT,
iT'S ALL JUST, uH, rEALLY DRAMATIC AND, aLSO SAD,
aND NOT SOMETHING, i WANT TO TALK ABOUT,

sO LET'S, tALK ABOUT YOU,
dID YOU HAVE A GOOD EASTER,

[deathmaid]

ok :(
but i would like to remind you that you are welcome to talk to me about anything you like if you ever feel up to it
because sadness and drama are not things that are able to make me uncomfortable anymore
especially not with you

anyway!

easter was nice! grandma and i had a picnic on grandfather's grave
then i read a few books on faeries and it reminded me of you!

[yerawwizarderi]

that wwas an astute and totally unhelpful wway a puttin the fuckin mess wwere all in

[deathmaid]

oh
i wasnt aware that my assistance was needed
i was under the impression that it had nothing to do with me

[nosigntospeakof]

IT'S GOOD TO HEAR YOU'RE FEELING BETTER, MISS MEGIDO.

[deathmaid]

thank you professor vantas
i am better and intend to stay that way for a while :)

[mo_cara]

yOu GoT iN a MoThErFuCkIn ReLaTiOnShIp?
HeY, cOnGrAtS, sIs!

[deathmaid]

what
no no new journal gamzee
i am as single as i was the last time we spoken

[mo_cara]

oH, yEaH, i GuEsS tHaT mAkEs MoRe MoThErFuCkIn SeNsE! XoD
eXcEpT tHe PaRt WhErE yOuR fInE sElF bE uNmOtHeRfUcKiN aTtAcHeD.

[deathmaid]

:D
thats sweet but really very silly
my friends are more than enough attachment as it is and im afraid ive been neglecting even that!

[litebrite]

Thats Alright
I Neglected To Update My Own Journal
We Can Be Cohorts In Neglect And Remedy This Immediately
Hello Aradia

[mo_cara]

tHaT's ThE mOtHeRfUcKiN bItChTiTtIeSt ThInG aBoUt MaTeS:
tHeY aLl Be Up In ThAt FoRgIvEnEsS zOnE.

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

i WILL DEFINITELY, kEEP THAT IN MIND,
i REALLY APPRECIATE IT, tOO,
aND i THINK MAYBE, i COULD,,, tALK TO YOU, iF IT EVER GETS TOO BAD,
bECAUSE ON, fURTHER THOUGHT,
mAYBE TALKING ISN'T SUCH A BAD IDEA,
bUT LIKE i SAID,
uM, oNLY IF IT GETS WORSE, mAYBE,
i DON'T KNOW, i AM JUST, vERY CONFUSED RIGHT NOW, aBOUT A LOT OF THINGS,
sORRY IF i, aM NOT ACTUALLY MAKING MUCH SENSE,

oH, wOW,
tHAT SOUNDS KIND OF,
fUN, i THINK,
iN A,,, dIFFERENT KIND OF WAY,

oOOH, wHAT KIND OF BOOKS,
i WONDER IF i ALREADY HAVE THEM, oR, iF YOU FOUND NEW ONES,
aND i'M GLAD THEY REMINDED YOU OF ME,

[yerawwizarderi]

wwho said anythin about that
i said it wwas unhelpful not that i wwas requestin your assistance
wwhat the fuck wwould i wwant your help for