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[deathmaid]

hello :)
i apologize for neglecting to maintain this journal and the network associated with it for so long
i left my old one back in turkey last summer and if i am completely honest i did not care enough for it to have it returned to me
i guess was in a bad mood then
but i should have cared and now here i am!!!
grandmother purchased me a new one
though the fact that this a new journal is kind of obvious and was a bit redundant of me to reiterate
well anyway i hope to make many entries and entertain to read many of yours as well

[ a while after ]
i seem to have missed out on a lot of relationship complexities
oh wow??

(ooc: also fyi she really draws those :) faces in, except they're not sideways haha]

Comments

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

uHHH,
yOU'RE PERFECTLY FREE TO, iGNORE ANY AND ALL COMPLEXITIES,
tHAT i MIGHT BE HAVING AT THE PRESENT MOMENT,
wHICH IS NOT TO SAY, i AM HAVING ANY,
oR ASSUMING THAT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT ME,
uHH, iN ANY WAY,
wHICH i'M SURE YOU WEREN'T,
bUT, i'M JUST MAKING SURE, mY BASES ARE COVERED,

i'M GLAD YOU GOT A NEW JOURNAL,

[deathmaid]

tavros!!
i have missed you and i am glad i got a new journal too
hopefully i will better fulfill my duties as a friend :)
i am sorry for having been absent and thus unable to talk or not talk about the relationship complexities you may or may not be having as of right now with you

[deathmaid]

wait that sounds stupid

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

nO, iT DOESN'T SOUND STUPID AT ALL,
aND THAT'S REALLY NICE OF YOU,
i APPRECIATE THE THOUGHT, bUT THERE'S NOT REALLY ANYTHING TO TALK ABOUT,
wELL, tHERE IS, bUT,
iT'S ALL JUST, uH, rEALLY DRAMATIC AND, aLSO SAD,
aND NOT SOMETHING, i WANT TO TALK ABOUT,

sO LET'S, tALK ABOUT YOU,
dID YOU HAVE A GOOD EASTER,

[deathmaid]

ok :(
but i would like to remind you that you are welcome to talk to me about anything you like if you ever feel up to it
because sadness and drama are not things that are able to make me uncomfortable anymore
especially not with you

anyway!

easter was nice! grandma and i had a picnic on grandfather's grave
then i read a few books on faeries and it reminded me of you!

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

i WILL DEFINITELY, kEEP THAT IN MIND,
i REALLY APPRECIATE IT, tOO,
aND i THINK MAYBE, i COULD,,, tALK TO YOU, iF IT EVER GETS TOO BAD,
bECAUSE ON, fURTHER THOUGHT,
mAYBE TALKING ISN'T SUCH A BAD IDEA,
bUT LIKE i SAID,
uM, oNLY IF IT GETS WORSE, mAYBE,
i DON'T KNOW, i AM JUST, vERY CONFUSED RIGHT NOW, aBOUT A LOT OF THINGS,
sORRY IF i, aM NOT ACTUALLY MAKING MUCH SENSE,

oH, wOW,
tHAT SOUNDS KIND OF,
fUN, i THINK,
iN A,,, dIFFERENT KIND OF WAY,

oOOH, wHAT KIND OF BOOKS,
i WONDER IF i ALREADY HAVE THEM, oR, iF YOU FOUND NEW ONES,
aND i'M GLAD THEY REMINDED YOU OF ME,