[Oh... god, that sound. It's enough to make tears well in his eyes instantly and he drops the lipstick he's holding as he starts shaking. Fuck. It rolls across the page, leaving a purple smear.
But then he listens to Dave speak, and he's suddenly shaking harder and fuck he can't keep the tears from splashing onto the page. Hopefully Dave isn't actually looking at the page.]
Dave... c-can't you see why I would fucking do it? It's because I'm just...s-so fucking proud of you. When he called you a...a failure, it just pissed me off so fucking much. I'd never been more mad in my life! It was worse than when you t-talked shit about Lalonde...
Because you're not. a failure. at all. You work so fucking hard and I can s-see that. I've never seen anybody as fucking hard-working and strong as you. I couldn't handle it. I just... fucking couldn't listen to that. Not when you work so hard. Not when I'm so fucking proud of you. Just... not ever. I-... I just...
Filtered just to Bro; voice
But then he listens to Dave speak, and he's suddenly shaking harder and fuck he can't keep the tears from splashing onto the page. Hopefully Dave isn't actually looking at the page.]
Dave... c-can't you see why I would fucking do it? It's because I'm just...s-so fucking proud of you. When he called you a...a failure, it just pissed me off so fucking much. I'd never been more mad in my life! It was worse than when you t-talked shit about Lalonde...
Because you're not. a failure. at all. You work so fucking hard and I can s-see that. I've never seen anybody as fucking hard-working and strong as you. I couldn't handle it. I just... fucking couldn't listen to that. Not when you work so hard. Not when I'm so fucking proud of you. Just... not ever. I-... I just...
I'm sorry. I'm s-sorry...f-for everything...really fucking sorry.