[He writes it, then hastily scribbles that part out until it's pretty much illegible. That was stupid of him to even say.]
hah ok.
and yeah i think i have. sort of. i mean i dont know. maybe i havent said it in so many words. but no. no i guess youre right huh? fuck though i just... my biggest problem is even bringing this shit up. like how does it all just come up in everyday convo? it doesnt. fuuuck.
you didnt know him before he started staying with you?
[There are several little red inkblots as his quill drips onto the page while he stares at it. He feels guilty, for reasons he finally decides to address.]
im sorry. if- i mean not if. because theres no if about it. im sorry that ive made it tougher. i mean by giving him more issues to deal with. and making it harder for you guys as parents. i should never have said that shit about him. ever. and im really sorry about that. im not gonna say anything about him again. not even joking. he doesnt deserve that. you dont deserve that. its been real shitty of me to do that and im just really sorry. i never realized just how fucked up it was until now. hes a good kid. and i know that im not like. an authority on this shit obviously but. youre doing good. really good.
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that a promise?[He writes it, then hastily scribbles that part out until it's pretty much illegible. That was stupid of him to even say.]
hah ok.
and yeah i think i have.
sort of.
i mean i dont know.
maybe i havent said it in so many words.
but
no.
no i guess youre right huh?
fuck though i just...
my biggest problem is even bringing this shit up.
like how does it all just come up in everyday convo?
it doesnt.
fuuuck.
you didnt know him before he started staying with you?
[There are several little red inkblots as his quill drips onto the page while he stares at it. He feels guilty, for reasons he finally decides to address.]
im sorry.
if- i mean not if. because theres no if about it.
im sorry that ive made it tougher.
i mean by giving him more issues to deal with.
and making it harder for you guys as parents.
i should never have said that shit about him. ever.
and im really sorry about that.
im not gonna say anything about him again.
not even joking.
he doesnt deserve that.
you dont deserve that.
its been real shitty of me to do that and im just really sorry.
i never realized just how fucked up it was until now.
hes a good kid.
and i know that im not like.
an authority on this shit obviously but.
youre doing good.
really good.