[He kind of can't believe it, considering no one else has told him that. He's not used to hearing positive things about himself, so he's just kind of... oddly happy. He's not kidding himself enough to think he doesn't still have problems, but hey. It makes him feel better- at least a little bit.]
thanks. seriously. thats a really good thing to hear.
and... honestly thats the best advice ive heard so far. so a double thanks to you. everybodys told me i need to talk to him but nobody else told me how the fuck to bring it up. at least now i have an idea. i mean im not gonna lie and say itll be easy but. nothings ever easy so im not gonna start expecting it to be now.
[He pauses. It occurs to him that he should apologize to her, just the same as he did to Sal.]
and uh hey. i just wanted to say that im sorry. like. for real. for all the shits ive caused you in regards to karkat. i realize now just how actually fucked up it was. and how many problems it mustve caused the two of you as it 'rents. and im sorry for that. a lot. and you want hear me say another fucking thing about the kid. i screwed up big time there and i just. am really fucking sorry for that.
so can we like. start over or something? not pretend it never happened because i dont deserve that much. but at least dont. hold it against me anymore? please?
filtered;
you do?
i mean.
seriously?
[He kind of can't believe it, considering no one else has told him that. He's not used to hearing positive things about himself, so he's just kind of... oddly happy. He's not kidding himself enough to think he doesn't still have problems, but hey. It makes him feel better- at least a little bit.]
thanks.
seriously.
thats a really good thing to hear.
and... honestly thats the best advice ive heard so far.
so a double thanks to you.
everybodys told me i need to talk to him but nobody else told me how the fuck to bring it up.
at least now i have an idea.
i mean im not gonna lie and say itll be easy but.
nothings ever easy so im not gonna start expecting it to be now.
[He pauses. It occurs to him that he should apologize to her, just the same as he did to Sal.]
and uh hey.
i just wanted to say that im sorry.
like. for real.
for all the shits ive caused you in regards to karkat.
i realize now just how actually fucked up it was.
and how many problems it mustve caused the two of you as it 'rents.
and im sorry for that.
a lot.
and you want hear me say another fucking thing about the kid.
i screwed up big time there and i just.
am really fucking sorry for that.
so can we like.
start over or something?
not pretend it never happened because i dont deserve that much.
but at least dont.
hold it against me anymore?
please?