08; Filtered away from Vriska

[bluhbluhhugestairs]

[So you may or may not have noticed that ever since camp, Tavros has been MIA. He's not responded to any journal entries, nor has he contacted anyone in person. In fact, he hasn't even been keeping up with anything on the journals at all, considering the fact hasn't even touched his journal. The reason? Ever since he took out Vriska's eye when she attacked him, he's become a recluse. He's barely left his room and hasn't left his house at all. If anyone could see him, they'd notice he looks thinner than normal, too, as he hasn't been eating properly. Having an eye fall into your lap is a traumatizing experience. Having your friends eye fall in your lap because of your spell is a million times worse.

But along with all of this is also guilt. He feels really, really bad for not having gone to see her in St. Mungo's or just checking up on her at all. It's now that the guilt has finally gotten to him enough to try and see how she's doing. Only he's going about it the cowards way and not asking her directly.]

sHE PROBABLY HATES ME, a LOT,
aND i DON'T, uM, bLAME HER AT ALL,
bECAUSE WHAT i DID WAS HORRIBLE,
aND i THINK THE BEST WAY TO, dESCRIBE ME IS,
dEFINITELY A MONSTER,
oR WORSE THAN A MONSTER, pROBABLY,

bUT HOW IS SHE,
dOES ANYONE KNOW?
uM, vRISKA, i MEAN,
fOR CLARIFICATION PURPOSES,

aND EVERYONE ELSE, i GUESS,
i HAVEN'T SEEN ANYONE SINCE CAMP,
eVERYONE IS, oKAY RIGHT?

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[bluhbluhhugestairs]

sHE SHOULDN'T BE MAD AT HERSELF,
i WAS THE ONE WHO, uH, dID THE,
tHING,
i'M GLAD SHE'S, dOING GOOD THOUGH,
tHAT MAKES ME FEEL A TINY BIT BETTER,

bUT i AM DEFINITELY A MONSTER,
i THINK THAT MAYBE THE OPPOSITE IS TRUE,
aND THAT YOU, uH, sEE IT AS A MOLEHILL,
wHEN IT REALLY IS, iN FACT, a MOUNTAIN,
a VERY BIG MOUNTAIN, }:(

[moveslikejaeger]

tavros sweetie she was going on about how she wanted to kill you and that she couldnt stop herself
she was really worried about that
anyway monsters arent people who defend themselves when someones trying to kill them monsters are people who hurt people for fun
i know i live with a bunch! you are like the fartherest thing i have ever seen from a monster ever you are like the anti-monster something so pure and innocent nothing can even touch you
like a unicorn or something
man where were you when proffessors coulson and tightpants announced their investigation? like they checked out the camp and went "yep totally dark wizard stuff" im pretty sure they offered counciling which you obviously need
its not your fault no one blames you not even vriska

[bluhbluhhugestairs]

sHE,

i MEAN,

uH,
yOU REALLY THINK i'M LIKE A UNICORN?

i WAS PROBABLY IN MY ROOM,
wHEN THEY WERE INVESTIGATING,
bECAUSE i WAS TOO UPSET TO, cOME OUT,
sO i MISSED THAT,

i REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW IT IS THAT,
sHE DOESN'T BLAME ME,
iT DOESN'T MAKE MUCH SENSE,

[moveslikejaeger]

tavros sweety if there was ever a person who could be compared to a unicorn and have everyone unanimousely agree that it is a true fact it would be you

what part of she was trying to kill you are you not getting?