moveslikejaeger: (Just aim for the stars)
Maxim ([personal profile] moveslikejaeger) wrote in [community profile] sortinghat_rp2012-09-21 01:24 am

[Filtered to Karkat Vantas]

hey i know we arent like totally close bros or anything but gamzee is worried about you
and really a brothers brother is a brother of mine so
do you mind if we talk?
selfhatred: (uh...huh...)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
HUH? HE'S WORRIED?
I GUESS IT'S OKAY BUT I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHY HE'D BE WORRIED WHEN I TOLD HIM EVERYTHING IS FINE.
selfhatred: (angry blush)

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[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
[inkblots]
selfhatred: (what the actual fuck?)

[2/?]

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
[WHAT THE FLIPPING FUCK]
selfhatred: (I suppose so)

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[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[okay, okay. cool it, Vantas]
selfhatred: (deadpan2)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO ROMANTIC FEELINGS FOR GAMZEE WHATSOEVER.
selfhatred: (I failed)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
WHAT WOULD IT MATTER IF I DID ANYWAY?
IT'D BE TOO LATE. I COULDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING.
I'D BE BETTER OFF PRETENDING NOTHING'S DIFFERENT.
THERE'D BE NO USE UPSETTING GAMZEE'S HAPPINESS FOR MY OWN SELFISH REASONS.
selfhatred: (solemn)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 07:14 am (UTC)(link)
[His handwriting is starting to get a bit shakier.]

I JUST TOLD YOU I HAD NO FEELINGS THAT WAY.
I WAS SPEAKING HYPOTHETICALLY!
THERE IS N


[A moment later there's a tiny splotch on the page.]
selfhatred: (uh...sure)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a few minutes before a reply.]

I DON'T KNOW.
I NEVER REALLY FIGURED IT OUT.
FOR A GUY THAT LIKES TO PRATTLE ON ABOUT ROMANCE I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.
I GUESS I'M JUST ANNOYED THAT I LET SOMETHING DEVELOP SO MUCH IN THE FIRST PLACE AND
IT'S LIKE I NEVER HAD A CHANCE
AGAIN.
THAT'S WHY I WAS BETTER OFF NOT SAYING ANYTHING AND JUST LETTING THINGS GO BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE.
selfhatred: (sick of dealing with idiots)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
MINE.
WHATEVER THE HECK THEY ARE.
I DON'T KNOW.
selfhatred: (Dave)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 10:37 am (UTC)(link)
I GUESS THAT MAKES SENSE.
IT'S JUST KIND OF FRUSTRATING BECAUSE I WAS STRUGGLING WITH FIGURING OUT WHAT I FELT FOR A LONG TIME.
selfhatred: (gross)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
[spluttering and inkblots]

OH MY GOD, NOT WHEN YOU PUT IT LIKE THAT.
Edited 2012-09-21 10:53 (UTC)
selfhatred: (ugh)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 11:03 am (UTC)(link)
EXCUSE ME FOR A MOMENT, I HAVE TO GET THAT MENTAL IMAGE OUT OF MY HEAD.
WHY ISN'T THERE A SPELL FOR BRAIN BLEACH?
selfhatred: (what the actual fuck?)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 11:13 am (UTC)(link)
YOU'RE NOT HELPING RIGHT NOW, JAEGER.
selfhatred: (ear droop)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 11:17 am (UTC)(link)
NO.
JUST MILDLY DISTURBED.
selfhatred: (sulky)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 11:40 am (UTC)(link)
BUT...I GUESS PUTTING IT THAT WAY PUT THINGS INTO PERSPECTIVE FOR ME.
SO
THANKS.
selfhatred: (lobster red blush)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
WELL...YEAH I THINK SO.
I MEAN I LIKED IT WHEN HE
UM
I GUESS I DO.
selfhatred: (sure)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
IF HE EVEN WANTS TO TALK TO ME.
THINGS ARE KIND OF
AWKWARD RIGHT NOW.
I KIND OF BLEW UP AT HIM AFTER FIGHTING WITH GAMZEE OVER THE SUMMER WHEN THAT WHOLE...THING WENT DOWN.
I'M NOT SURE IF HE HATES ME OR WHAT.
selfhatred: (maybe they're right)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
YEAH BUT
UGH
IF I SAY IT'S NOT SIMPLE YOU'RE PROBABLY GOING TO SAY IT IS.
selfhatred: (siiiiiigh)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-21 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I GUESS THAT'S TRUE ENOUGH.
I THINK I'VE DONE ENOUGH OF THE LATTER IN MY LIFETIME.
selfhatred: (shove off)

[personal profile] selfhatred 2012-09-22 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
I DON'T NEED TO HAVE MY HAND HELD.
I'LL...I'LL TALK TO HIM.
IT'S ONLY A MATTER OF TIME REALLY.