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[fuckmackandme]

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i did it.
i kissed him.
i'm more confused than ever.

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[selfhatred]

WHAT ABOUT THIS MAKES IT CONFUSING?
YOU EITHER LIKED IT OR YOU DIDN'T.

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[fuckmackandme]

i...
i like it i guess.
i mean i never kissed anyone before.
but i'm still confused.
because i'm not sure how i feel about him.
i never thought of him as anything but my best bro.
i never even thought i liked guys!!
and then i suddenly want to kiss him for no reason and i don't know how i feel anymore.

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[formyownhand]

Do I get to know who it was?

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[fuckmackandme]

oh, right.
it was dave.

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[formyownhand]

Strider?

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[fuckmackandme]

yep.
the one and only.

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[formyownhand]

Never thought you two saw each other that way.

Does he see you that way?

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[fuckmackandme]

he said he did before i kissed him.

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[formyownhand]

Well that's

good.

Right?

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[fuckmackandme]

i don't know if i feel that way about him.

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[formyownhand]

I see. That makes things very tricky, then.

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[fuckmackandme]

tell me about it.

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[formyownhand]

Right. Sorry.

Maybe you should stay away from him until you can sort out how you feel.

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[fuckmackandme]

i don't want to hurt him though...

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[formyownhand]

But you have to think about yourself, too!

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[fuckmackandme]

i know, i know.
you're right.

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[formyownhand]

Maybe you just need to think about something else for a while, anyway.

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[fuckmackandme]

yeah...
i couldn't be away form him that much, anyway, we have quidditch.
oh hey!
do you think could make us practice more times a week?
it'll be a nice distraction!

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[formyownhand]

That is an absolutely excellent idea! I'll do just that!

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[fuckmackandme]

awesome!
thanks.

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[formyownhand]

You're welcome, Egbert.