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[lovelycassie]

Hello, my name is Cassie Ainsworth and if you're reading this I'm already dead.












Wow! Just joking, but I totally had you fooled for a bit, didn't I?

Oh... maybe it's too soon for jokes, but we're all fine now, right? Everyone had their epiphanies, and we all learned what we had to learn about ourselves.


Is anybody staying for holiday? It must be sad to be alone, especially the New Year. Almost like an omen or something. All by yourself, when you could be celebrating the beauty and potential that is to come.

Comments

[lefilschanceux]

Well... I guess that's one way of getting people's attention.

[lovelycassie]

I think if I was actually dead I'd get more peoples attention. But wow, I don't know that sort of magic.

[lefilschanceux]

Probably for the best.

[lovelycassie]

Most definitely! Have you ever lied or made jokes?

[doctorkishitani]

I'll admit that you did have me fooled. After all, applying a time delay to a journal entry probably would be possible if you were to work at it.
In any case, that was very clever of you!

And I won't be staying for the Holidays either. I wasn't aware that many students did stay.

[lovelycassie]

Oh. no. I'm totally staying. The school is so much more magical when it's empty.

Wow, that idea would have been so much more immersive, but you don't want to make people too upset, and it's only the sort of think you want to joke about once.

[ihaveanappforthat]

You had me a bit worried there, it was unfortunate.

Is it still an omen if you're staying here to spend the holidays with a friend?

[lovelycassie]

Do you feel alone with this friend?

THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HIT HOME WITH HIM OMG CASSIE GET OUT

[ihaveanappforthat]

No.

As of late, sometimes.

[lovelycassie]

Wow, Jim. That's so sad. That must be the worst omen.

[ihaveanappforthat]

Wouldn't the worst omen be feeling alone all the time? Being too out of touch to touch anyone?

[lovelycassie]

No. It's much worse to feel like your part of something, and then feel alone. If you never had anyone, you have nothing to lose.

[ihaveanappforthat]

You have the longing to belong, at least if you once had someone, there was a moment of belonging. Wouldn't you say?

Better to have lived and loved than not at all, as they say.

[lovelycassie]

I don't think they ever loved anybody. No one wants to hurt that much.

[ihaveanappforthat]

You think love is painful? Why?

[catblog]

Cassie...

[Can you feel the disapproval from Molly?]

[lovelycassie]

Oh, wow Molly! Hello.

[catblog]

[And she lets out a sigh before smiling a bit]

Hello to you too, it's good to see that you're alive and well.

[lovelycassie]

[Oh Molly, you are too good of a roommate.]

Oh, Molly. I'm so alive. I'm glad you are too.

[catblog]

[That's just how she rolls]

But I am curious what made you joke about this though.

[lovelycassie]

Oh, you didn't.... think.. it was supposed to be like satire.

[catblog]

[And she lets out a whew]

Oh okay then...because I was worried!

But if it's like that...

[lovelycassie]

[Now she feels a little bad.]

No reason to worry. If I knew I was going to die, I'd probably leave personal notes, or something.

[catblog]

[ahhhh!]

Hopefully nothing quite as morbid as this!

[lovelycassie]

[This conversation...]

Oh, totally. Not for a long time. [a wild subject change.]

Did we have anything to do for potions?

[catblog]

I don't think so, not when I checked. But I do remember that we have to do something pretty soon for it though...

Especially with the holidays coming soon since they want to finish everything as soon as they can.

[smackmybitchup]

I may or may not have plans of getting twatted back home.

[lovelycassie]

Oh wow, with someone you know?

[smackmybitchup]

Oh, just this one kid I know. Ginger, loser, one of my close friends.


[Ten points if you get the reference.]

[lovelycassie]

[sob. I don't.]

Wow, you two sound like you really get on.

[smackmybitchup]

Yeah, he's alright I guess.

You're always welcome to come partying with us if you want.

[Cherrybomb was the reference]

[littlemissdisappear]

I think you're right about it being too soon.

I'm going home for the break.

[lovelycassie]

Oh, wow no. Violet. I'm sorry. No more jokes.

[littlemissdisappear]

It's okay, you just wanted everyone to stop worrying, right?

[lovelycassie]

About what?

[littlemissdisappear]

About how people were acting differently. I worried about people.