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[mo_cara]

So ChRiStMaS wAs PrEtTy SwEeT, sAw My BrOs, GoT sOmE fInE MoThErFuCkIn SwAg, HaD mY bAbY oVeR.
i PrEtTy MuCh ThOuGhT lIfE wErEn'T gOnNa GeT mUcH bEtTeR.
then it all kinda turned to shit.
:o(

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[Private]

[mo_cara]

I nEvEr GoT tHe UnDerStAnDiNg Of WhY pEoPlE sAy ThAt.
If I wAs GoNe, I'd WaNt My BrOs To MiSs Me, AnD nOt JuSt Be AlL aCtInG lIkE iT dOn'T mAtTeR tHaT i'M gOnE.

Re: [Private]

[wwistful]

I'm sure he'd want to be missed but I'm not so sure he'd want for you to be terribly upset. If he were any sort of boyfriend he would want you to feel happy, don't you think?

[Private]

[mo_cara]

[long pause, as Gamzee thinks about this]

i guess i'm a crap boyfriend, then.

[Because he doesn't really want Shinra to be happy they're apart. Sure, maybe later, he doesn't want the other boy to have his life ruined ... but right now, if he found out Shinra was having a grand old time, he'd be a little hurt, so he guess that makes him a really bad person. Damn it. Well, not like he didn't know that already.]