sortinghat_rp | [Filtered to Alfred Jones]

Sweet!
I mean, because youre awesome and all but idk if I want to make out with you. And besides you seem like you already got someone you want to make out with. :P
So anyway...I guess where were we?

its a little hard for us to make out at this point anyway since i live in germany
i mean if you wanted to i wouldnt say no but im not expecting it or anything
oh van and me already kiss sometimes so thats not really a big deal
but anyway we were talking about you and your boy
arthur right

Well yeah there's that too.
Hey how do you like kissing? I mean like. With tongue. Whats it supposed to feel like?
...And oh god why did you point it out man I think I about lost my shit. I'm not mad but it was embarrassing.
Its Arthur yeah.

oh i like kissing its kind of slimy and gross if you think about it i dont think youre really supposed to think about while your doing it you know
kind of like how if you think about a word too much it starts to sound weird
but its really nice otherwise especially since van drinks so much coffee he pretty much tastes like it
pft like hes going to know you like like him
and anyway you do want him to know you have good feelings towards him right
its like planting a seed

He knows I like him. I told him at camp. It's just I didn't want everyone else to know, what'll they say?
Oh man. This isn't good, not good...
What if he gets mad at me? Ugh, when he gets mad he gets real mad!
...
Yeah I thought kissing was like that. I thought kissing was supposed to be cool except the last person i kissed it felt really not right.
Haha. I wonder if Arthur tastes like tea?
Sorry I'm not makin much sense. I talk a lot when I'm nervous.

shhhh shhhhh its fine go ahead and babble all you want my brother oggie does that even when hes not nervous so i dont mind at all
and i dont think its as bad as you think it is if he gets mad then we just figure out what hes mad about maybe he just needs to be reassured that its okay to like boys too after all
i also dont think anyone will say anything there was a lot going on so no one might have noticed
even more who cares what they say? as long as your happy thats much more important i think so let them talk its what i do
if kissing doesnt feel right you probably shouldnt be kissing them then of course you have to kiss them first to figure that out but thats when you stop
and its not anyones fault if your kissing and it feels wrong so if they tell you otherwise its wrong

I shouldn't care what everyone else thinks no and I guess I don't really, but then I just think maybe it'll fuck everything up and he'll be embarrassed and pissed and think I'm just doing it to pick on him or embarrass him.
I'm not. I really am not.
God why though? I used to be okay with picking on him but then shit got real weird and I looked at him and thought what would it be like if I tried hugging him instead of hexing him?
Hes cute when he pouts and when he gets flustered when he's annoyed. When he yells even, its cute.
Is that wrong?
What should i even do? He told me he thought I was fucking with him at camp. I totally wasnt. Damn it.

okay yes that is a logical concern
but its kind of funny isnt it how you can know a person for your whole life and think nothing of it but then BAM
theres this moment that just ruins everything and suddenly you dont know what to do with yourself
i dont think theres anything wrong with the way you feel i feel the same way about van and he yells at me all the time
but our relationship is very much established kind of one of those things we couldnt avoid since our families are very close so when he yells its usually because he cares
but hes still so cute when hes all mad and huffy ^_^
he probably thinks your fooling around because this is a new set of behavior to him so what you aught to do is just keep at it i think
still give him just a little space but show him that you mean what you say
van likes it when i make him things or take him on romantic dates
movies with explosions arent romantic by the way i had to learn that one the hard way :|

That's exactly it, man. I don't know what to do now. Serious whiplash.
~~Except I'm pretty sure he doesnt dig me back so here I am with all these feelings and he's just~~
Hey wait. I mean he did say that if he didn't want me around he wouldn't talk to me.
Do you think that matters?
I dont think I'm the same as you, cause I wasnt close to Arthur or anything since I was young unless you count when I started going to school and all. I guess thats a long time? Just not like our families get along.
In fact I'd probably punch his brothers right in the face if I could.
But yeah this is just new to him then so maybe he's being an asshole cuz of it. Hes done that before. I think he might not be much of an optimist?
...Date. omg you said date? Taking Arthur out on a date? HOW WOULD I EVER GET HIM ON A DATE? AAAGH!
That seems like it'd be fun if I could get him into it though just bein in the dark and doin' the arm thing. You know where you like ninja your arm around someone shoulders ~~and maybe trying to be all sweet on h~~

UGGH NO I CAN'T TAKE HIM OUT ON A DATE HE STILL HATES ME.

mein gott you are adorable

if their that big of douche canoes than if you preformed a daring rescue it would probably help get into his good graces ya?
and that 'if i didnt want you around' bit is important you know that no matter how cranky he is he still kind of likes you
not being an optimist is probably also true if it is you need to be patient with him eventually dates will come and you can ninja your arm around him all you want
or put your head in his lap
of course that only works if youre doing movie nite at home

I am not adorable. And if I was close enough I could rescue him from his bros I would.
I could always ask him if he wants to v
Hey wait. yeah. I could ask him if he wants to visit. You know. One of these days. Or something.
If it means something that he wants to be around me even a little...
Then
Maybe I can take him...to...
THE QUIDDITCH WORLD CUP? AAH COOL MAYBE.

you are completely adorable
yes those are definitely things you can do
especially if quidditch is a thing he enjoys you have to make sure the dates you plan are tailored to his interests not your own

Yeah yeah whatever you say man. >:1
Anyway
I know he likes flying but idk about Quidditch so I'll have to ask.
If he doesnt though i'm sure I could come up with something. I mean I really wanna go to the Cup, but maybe afterward I can figure something out. I really do think hed appreciate being away from his family for some of the summer.
I just.
Really want to do nice things for him.
A lot.
I think its weird.

its not weird at all i feel the same way about van
asking is definetely the best way to go but if he enjoys flying then i dont see why he wouldnt enjoy quidditch and it would be a good break away from the brothers to be sure
but yeah its really not weird to want to do things for the people you care about :)

It is when Im not used to doing it.
Except I felt really great.
When I gave him his birthday present and all. It was a 10 foot snake plush.
I hope he liked it.
I think he thought it was pretty useless.
Oh
Hey Maxim. Van's okay with you liking him right?
Whats that like?

i thought snakes didnt have feet let alone 10 of them

uh depends on how you define liking the stuff weve done so far has always just been fooling around were not really boyfriends or anything like that
and i never really thought about it since its always been that way
hes kind of like a brother i can make out with thats all

...
Lol. Dude I meant lengthwise. It is ten feet long. Pffh. You gotta be shittin me.
Anyway...oh. I thought you guys were a thing. You act like it sometimes is all.
Huh. I wouldnt ever want to make out with my brother I'll tell you that much. That seems weird. Whatever you got goin on with Van though, it's kinda cute. :3

oh right imperial measurements i forgot your american

noooo not really? i mean we are but we arent? its complicated u.u i wouldnt mind it being a thing though

Ehh I grew up with those measurements so Im still not used to the metric system. Bluh.
Oh? Well you know if you want to talk about it I'll listen. you listened to me forever, and you were actually pretty helpful! Really helpful.
And I think it should be a thing you know. So there.

[It takes Maxim a bit to get back to this because while he's happy to dispense pearls of dubious wisdom, he's not terribly comfortable with doing the confessing himself. But Alfred trusted him, didn't he so it would be rude not to trust him back.]

i dunno really im kind of afraid of what would happen if it did become a thing
i love him i do but i am very not good at the being faithful
not that ive ever had a steady beau before or anything like that but i know that all it takes is a pretty face to distract me and i dont want to hurt him
i think hurting him would be the worst thing i could ever do

Hm...
Well you just do what you feel's right, bro! if you think it's not the time for it.
Just I guess if you care for someone you stop doing things with other people.
I mean if you care about 'em enough. Maybe you just need to get to that point with Van?
Or maybe idk what I'm talking about i mean I am the one asking for advice.
I'm not trying to be all crappy at advice.
Heh.
I just am crappy at advice.

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Omg I thought I posted to this the tab must have shut. D: It was a long post

haha, it's cool brosis

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