sortinghat_rp | Journal Entry #5

[This is ... different, than all the times he's casually made out with Maxim. Or the one time he kissed Arthur, just to let the other boy see what it was like. Different than anything he's done when he's high. Partially because Shinra's never done it before, and a part of him feels fiercely protective of this moment and making it right for the Ravenclaw, and partially because he's worried himself about making a good impression, about impressing this boy that wants so desperately to like him back.

And partially because Gamzee wants it so bad, has for awhile.

One hand slips to the back of Shinra's neck, fingers tangling with the short hairs there, and he moves his lips gently, resisting the urge to immediately try to stick his tongue in the smaller boy's mouth. Instead he just shifts minutely, finding the ways their mouth can fit together in increments, or at least for as long as the Ravenclaw will let him.]

[If Shinra hadn't been convinced that all the theories they'd discussed at the party were true, he would be now because everything about this was right. They really did fit and he wasn't sure if it was because of him making sense of Gamzee's fragments or Gamzee making sense of everything he'd thought was defective about him. Or maybe sense didn't factor into any of this. Whatever the case, this was right and that was really all that mattered.

He tilts his head slightly in response to Gamzee's shifting -trying to help him to find the right positioning, whatever that happens to be- and exhales slowly and almost blissfully as the other boy's hand finds its way to the back of his neck. His arms constrict around the Slytherin's waist, pulling him just a bit closer.]

[The slight tug pulls Gamzee up against the smaller boy's body, making him have to bend a little more to keep lip contact, but that's okay, because he's bendy, and this is really, really good. His lips half part as they kiss, because really, it all felt right as long as their noses and teeth weren't banging together.

But he finally breaks off before his tongue finds its way into Shinra's mouth - he's not sure if you're supposed to get hot and heavy on your first kiss with someone, no matter how much you want to. He stays close, though, pressing his forehead against the smaller boy's, his thumb stroking along one cheekbone.]

Wow.

[Shinra keeps his arms wrapped around Gamzee's waist as the Slytherin pulls back and looks up at him in an unguarded state of glee and reverence. He tilts his head once again as the other boy's thumb makes its way across his cheekbone, leaning into the touch in an almost catlike manner.]

You really are fascinating on so many levels.

[Gamzee laughs, softly, because in that moment it almost feels like they're in a church, or a library, somewhere you have to be respectful and awed - but he's too happy not to. He sort of feels like maybe his heart is going to spring a leak, it's so full right now.]

You just like kissing. Told you it could be motherfuckin' good. [He traces the line of Shinra's jaw with his thumb then, liking the way the other boy moves into it. He feels like he's doing something right, to see that smile, and that's not a common feeling for a boy who often drifts through life, not quite knowing which way is up or down.]

[He closes his eyes for a moment, emitting a quiet, contented hum as Gamzee traces over his jawline.]

That isn't it at all. If it was just kissing, it wouldn't matter. This is like having that epiphany all over again. That could be what`s happening. It might be possible to have an epiphany more than once if it happens on a different level each time. Whatever the case, this is definitely exceptional.

[And with that, he constricts his arms just a bit more as he leans up to press his lips against Gamzee's once again.]

[Oh, yeah, that's ... mmm. An epiphany, that's a good way to put it, because Gamzee's not sure kissing has ever been quite like this, not just exciting, but so unbearably sweet, too, like Christmas is sometimes. Better than just fooling around with friends, because the way Shinra looks at him makes him feel a little bit like there's no one else in the whole world, and who wouldn't want that?

Without thinking about it, he tilts his head just to one side as they kiss, then half parts his lips, taking in a long breath through his nose. His thumb strokes along Shinra's jaw again, and then he's gently pushing his tongue against the other boy's lips, trying to coax him to open his mouth a little, because it's the second kiss, so that's okay, right? He really, really wants it to be okay.]

Edited 2012-09-21 08:15 (UTC)

[Shinra splays one hand across the small of Gamzee's back and slowly runs the other up the curve of the taller boy's spine. Somewhere on the back of his mind, he's half-marveling at Gamzee's flexibility, but it's too hard to summon enough focus to marvel properly because there's nothing about any of this that isn't absolutely fascinating and wonderful.

He shifts again as the other boy tilts his head, doing his level best to figure out exactly how to do this without having their noses bump into each other. And then Gamzee's stroking his jaw again and there's a gentle, wet sort of pressure against his lips which must be the other's tongue. So, Shinra almost instinctively parts his lips, granting the other boy access.]

[It's probably good that at some point Gamzee's kissed other people, because this kind of thing can get messy really fast. Not that he's an expert at it, but instead of just shoving his tongue as deep as possible immediately, the taller boy slips in past Shinra's teeth, finding the Ravenclaw's tongue with his own, then strokes over it and curls around it, inviting his friend's (boyfriend, Shinra is his BOYFRIEND HELL MOTHERFUCKIN' YES)- boyfriend's involvement in the whole process. His lips fit over Shinra's more, moving them together in a way that rouses a low sound from the back of his throat and makes him grip at the other boy tighter.]

[When Gamzee's tongue begins to curl around his, Shinra emits a noise that's half-inquisitive, half-blissful and pauses momentarily, trying to remember which areas in the mouth have the most nerve endings. It then occurs to him that he never actually read up on this and there's really nothing he can do but experiment. So, he mimicks Gamzee's movements, slowly curling his own tongue around the Slytherin's for a moment. He smiles as well as he can under the circumstances at the low gutteral sound Gamzee emits and carefully presses his tongue forward, seeking entrance to the other boy's mouth, possessively clutching at his robes as he does so. ]

[The decided mutuality of the kiss fires something up inside Gamzee, more than just a happy warmth that his affections being returned, more than the simple excitement of kissing a boy he finds attractive. Some of it might be the way Shinra's clutching at him, at his robes, so eager to be here with him and obviously quite into it, too ... whatever the case, he tangles his tongue more aggressively with the other boy's as Shinra pushes into his mouth, opening his mouth a bit wider and turning the kiss into something that has the potential to be very sloppy.

He shoves his body forward as he does it, because they're really not very far from one of the cold stone walls, pushing the Ravenclaw against the hard surface and covering his smaller frame with Gamzee's own stupidly tall and lanky one. It's a clumsy move, the way the Slytherin jostles forward, but it's effective in that it allows Gamzee to press almost all his body against Shinra's while they kiss, feeling the weight of him beneath his clothes. He's starting to feel a little dizzy, but there's nothing in him that wants to stop right now, nothing at all.

In fact, he's utterly oblivious to the sound of chattering voices as a group of three girls exit the Great Hall, heading towards the preoccupied boys on their way to somewhere or other.]

[As Gamzee's suddenly pushing him backwards, Shinra trips over his own feet and collides into the wall with very little grace. But it only takes him a very brief moment to recover before he's leaning up and attempting to press himself even closer to the other boy, even if that might be virtually impossible from his current position. He winds his tongue around Gamzee's for a moment -perhaps not in as aggressive a manner as the other boy, but definitely in earnest. He then presses forward just a bit and experimentally runs the tip of his tongue along the roof of the Slytherin's mouth.

But feeling more than a little dizzy himself, he reluctantly pulls back, turning his head to the side to take a much needed breath and unintentionally making eye contact with one of the passing girls as he does so. In response, he offers her a proud sort of smile as he moves to wind his arms around Gamzee's waist once again.]

Edited 2012-09-23 07:13 (UTC)

[The Slytherin pulls in a long double lungful of air as Shinra breaks the kiss, licking his lips and looking ready to just dive back in - there are spots of high color in his cheeks, and his pupils seem rather wide in his excitement. He doesn't even notice the girls, despite the fact that one of them is muttering something in a scandalized voice, and the other two are giggling now, at least not until Shinra turns his head and smiles.

He glances over with distracted eyes, then blinks in surprise - the arm around Shinra tightens rather possessively, as if he thinks one of these girls is going to abscond with his newly minted boyfriend.]

Where'd you little chicas come from? [He asks, which provokes another gale of giggles as the girls hurry down the hall, past the two boys. Gamzee looks back down at the Ravenclaw after that, his breathing still coming a little harder than strictly necessary.]

You want to ... uh, find somewhere? [That sounded a lot less than smooth, but the older boy really, really doesn't care right now.]

[Shinra disentangles one of his arms from around Gamzee and waves happily at the girls as they pass by. He then looks back up at Gamzee, breathing more heavily than he usually would be and looking rather flushed and just a bit dishevelled, but beaming nonetheless.]

They probably came from the Great Hall. Unless they skipped dinner for whatever reason, but either way, I don't think it matters. Although you're right. [He glances around, having the decency to smile somewhat sheepishly] We should probably find somewhere else to go.

[He pauses, contemplating the matter for a moment.]

But since I'm not allowed in your dorms anymore, I'm not exactly sure of where we would go... Now that I'm thinking on it, there really isn't much privacy in the castle, is there?

Astronomy Tower ... but might be classes up there soon. Or the forest, 'cept we don't really have time to go that far. There's the bog ... [Except even Gamzee knows it's probably not cool to take your boyfriend into the toilet stall for your first proper makeout session. And really, just hiding behind something doesn't seem like it would work, either.] Damn, I don't even be knowing, I just-

[He looks down at Shinra again, biting into his wide lower lip and stroking back a little of the other boy's hair off his forehead.] You be looking so good right now. So motherfuckin' fine I can't even hardly be believing it, like you're just some dream what's going to poof away when the sun comes up.

[He looks right back up at Gamzee, emitting a small, contented sigh as the other boy brushes his hair back.]

I think I understand what you mean. There's something so perfect about this moment that it's almost ethereal. It's almost as if we're existing in a sort of vacuum [He laughs softly] But as much as I would like for that to be the case...

[He then looks down for a moment, frowning contemplatively.] I imagine Professor Peixes would be rather upset if she caught us doing anything remotely sexual in the Astronomy Tower and I would rather avoid having to serve more detention with her. So I think the toilets would be the most realistic option. That or a broom closet.

[The word 'sexual' sends a jolt thorugh Gamzee that goes straight to his groin, and he makes an involuntary half choking sound before he clears his throat to cover it up. It takes him a few moments to get his mind back on track and to even process the rest of what Shinra said.]

Uh. Yeah. We could ... either. Be fine with me. I just ... you know, if you're cool with it, I'm just wanting to be alone with you, 'cause. You know, since we're boyfriends. And I been thinking about things. And you got a taste to you what's like clovers in springtime.

[Shinra can safely say that nobody has ever said anything like that about him, but that was one of the really exceptional things about Gamzee. He had this wonderful way of making just about anything seem spectacular. He looks up at the other boy, meeting his gaze through rather dilated pupils and smiling thoughtfully.]

I would like that very much. And if we can find one, a broom closet would be slightly more romantic.

[And with that, he holds out his hand once again, inviting Gamzee to join him in the search for a broom closet. Because he's been thinking about things too.]

[Gamzee, at this moment, thinks Shinra is impossibly cool, so suave - he's not sure how the younger boy manages to stay so calm when his own heart is going a mile a minute and he's tripping over his own words. Of course, that just makes the Ravenclaw more attractive, and he takes the other boy's hand immediately, to begin the search for some little private space. They won't have much time, of course, but something, anything seems perfectly acceptable to the Slytherin right now - his mind is in the stratosphere, he's so thrilled by this turn of events.

And probably, with some wandering around and poking their heads in smaller doors and getting some funny looks from other students in the halls, they can find somewhere dark and small and crowded to squeeze into.]

[And they do! Shinra quickly ducks into the broom closet and casts "Lumos" on a nearby mop -making sure to enunciate very carefully- before beckoning Gamzee to join him with a rather giddy smile.]

It's a bit cluttered, but it might be something like existing in a vacuum. And I'd like for that to be the case.

[The taller boy glances both ways down the hall, then steps in, closing the door behind him. The space is really rather cramped, but he surely doesn't mind being pressed up close to Shinra, and immediately wraps his arms around the Ravenclaw again.]

It's pretty motherfuckin' dusty like one! [agrees cheerfully, then leaning down a little so that his face is closer to his boyfriend's] I ain't giving a rat's arse as long as you're here, though. [And he immediately engages the other boy in a kiss, something soft and sweet and eager for starters, like he can't bear to be parted from Shinra's lips for even a few minutes.]

[He reaches up, wrapping his own arms around Gamzee's shoulders as the other boy enters the broom closet. It is a very small space, and very dusty and full of things they're likely to trip over, but Shinra's not really feeling inclined to care about any of that.

He's about to inform Gamzee that there isn't really any dust in a vacuum, but then Gamzee's kissing him and that's much more important than facts about vacuums. He clings to the Slytherin, seeking any kind of leverage as he leans up and returns the kiss just as eagerly.]

[There's a clatter as Gamzee accidentally elbows aside the glowing mop, so that it thunks against the wall, casting weird shadows. Not that he'd know - the Slytherin's eyes are blissfully closed as he starts in with the tongue again, feeling his face heat up as the kiss gets deeper. One hand pushes up into the hair at the back of the Ravenclaw's neck, stroking, while the other settles at the small of the younger boy's back, at the base of his spine. Another thump announces that he's slid his foot forward, banging into a bucket as he presses even closer.]

[At the clattering, Shinra freezes and glances towards the door to make sure they're not about to be interrupted again. After a moment, he decides that they're probably safe this time and closes his eyes once again. He tilts his head slightly, parting his lips and experimentally extending his own tongue to meet Gamzee somewhere in the middle. He leans up just a bit more, moving one hand to clasp the back of Gamzee's neck and releasing a blissful sort of hum into the kiss as the other boy begins to stroke his hair. He's vaguely aware of a dull thumping noise, but he chooses to ignore it. Because at this point, his priorities are settled.]

[Obviously there's no one in the universe who exists other than them right now, is there? Them and some brooms, and Gamzee doesn't begrudge the brooms, since they are so kindly sharing this private space as the Slytherin tangles tongues with the younger boy, rubs his thumb at the base of Shinra's skull, and lets his other hand drop a little lower so that it's settled on the upper curve of the Ravenclaw's ass. Tis isn't their first kiss anymore, so probably this is okay. Maybe. Gamze's going to go with: whatever Shinra lets him do is kosher. He's pretty sure no clothes are going to get removed, but copping a little feel is way too tempting to pass up.]

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