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[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

tHESE DREAMS ARE, uH, gETTING RIDICULOUS,
i WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT,
nOT WITH THEM, i MEAN, i THINK ANYWAY,
aND WHY IS IT HAPPENING IN THE, sHACK OF ALL PLACES,
i DON'T, uH, gET IT AT ALL,
aND i REALLY WISH i WOULD STOP WAKING UP WET, TOO,
iT'S, sUCH A MESS, aND i HAVE TO DO WAY MORE LAUNDRY THAN i USED TO,
bUT i DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT,
oKAY ACTUALLY i DO CARE ABOUT THAT,
mUM KEEPS ASKING ME WHY i HAVE SO MANY DIRTY PANTS,
iT'S A LITTLE EMBARASSING ACTUALLY,,,
bUT MOSTLY i JUST WISH i KNEW WHY, tHIS IS HAPPENING,
kARKAT AND GAMZEE ARE, uH, jUST MY FRIENDS,
i DON'T LIKE THEM LIKE THAT,
i'M NOT GAY,
sERIOUSLY, sO, bRAIN, pLEASE STOP TRYING TO CONFUSE ME,
iT WOULD BE REALLY NICE OF YOU,
i HAVE TOO MUCH TO DEAL WITH, i DON'T NEED TO BE CONFUSED, tOO,
i THINK i'LL JUST GO BACK TO SLEEP, aFTER CHANGING PANTS, i GUESS,
wRITING ALL THIS MADE ME FEEL BETTER,
kEEPING THIS DREAM JOURNAL WAS A GOOD IDEA,
i, uH, nEED TO HAVE THOSE MORE OFTEN,
aNYWAY, gOOD NIGHT, jOURNAL,

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[selfmakeout]

well!
people should say more nice things!
because you reeeeally did great at the rap battle :o
i did not know you could throw down such sweet rhymes!!!

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[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

[And Tavros is internally keysmashing because she liked his rapping!!! That is not something he expected. And It makes him feel better, even though they're just friends.

And he's actually... surprisingly okay with that. He'd been getting over it for a while, slowly. And. Hearing from Jade that it wasn't going to happen actually... helped him move on, in a weird way. It was disappointing, yes, but it also felt like a weight was lifted off of him.

Confusing teenage feelings.]

wOW, uH,
rEALLY, bECAUSE, i DIDN'T THINK ANYONE LIKED IT,
i MEAN, i THOUGHT THEY LIKED DAVE'S BETTER,
iT MEANS SO MUCH THAT YOU THINK SO AND,
hAS ACTUALLY CHEERED ME UP A LOT,
wHICH IS A BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT BECAUSE,
i WAS, uH, fEELING REALLY CRAPPY,

[Though in a way, he still is... mainly because now he's focusing so much on everything else, which translated to his dreams. And the fact everyone... knew about them, oh god. That fact was starting to sink in.

Focus on Jade's compliments!!! Hee.]

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[selfmakeout]

dave is a rhyming master
that much is true
but despite that unholy disaster
i think the victor was really you!


hehehe i am sorry, i cant stop rhyming

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[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

yOU'RE REALLY GOOD AT THAT,
sO DON'T, uH, aPOLOGIZE,

,,, wE SHOULD RAP TOGETHER, oNE DAY,

oH AND, tHANKS AGAIN,,, hEHE, }:)

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[selfmakeout]

oh gosh yes we should!!!

just for fun, though, not a battle :)