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[hairflyingheartpounding]

I'm can't wait for school to start again. When I'm home, Mother worries so much, even though I tell her I've been perfectly safe at school. I know she means well, of course, but I'm getting bored.

I was wondering if anyone would like me to make them something! That would be a nice way to pass time. I draw and make candles and pottery and knit and sew and, well, all sorts of things!

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[moveslikejaeger]

:)<3

it takes some getting used to i didnt like it either but i swear its all van drinks we could drain his body of all his blood and replace it with coffee and hed never know the difference

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Wow, he must really love it. Does he drink it to help himself wake up?

[moveslikejaeger]

sort of i dont know if it works so well anymore but since sometimes im sent to fetch him and have to drag him out of the coffeeshop just to get him to go home you just never know

i think he just dislikes sleep

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Well, it's nice of you to look after him.

I wonder why...

[moveslikejaeger]

i have to he looks after me too after all

because he fusses too much gotta do all the things cant let anyone else do it nope gotta do it himself

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Aww, I'm glad you have each other.

Some people are just like that! As long as he's happy, right?

[moveslikejaeger]

everyone needs someone dont you think
but its up to you to find who you need so thats why you got to get out and explore the world okay?

yeah i just worry that hes going to wear himself out his family has been doing these things for generations so i know he can handle it but sometimes a person needs to recharge in a way that doesnt involve coffee you know

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Yes, I definitely agree. And I'll keep that in mind, Maxim.

Understandable. Have you told him that you worry?

[moveslikejaeger]

i will make sure you have a place at mammas if you ever need one
only probably not with the other girls because that might be a bit much at once

sometimes but not terribly often because he doesnt really take it to heart he knows his limits is what he says

[hairflyingheartpounding]

That's so nice. I know I keep saying stuff like that, but you're just... Well, really sweet.

Oh, that's too bad. I'm sorry to hear that.

[moveslikejaeger]

only half the time ;) the rest im absolutely awful and would give your mamma a heart attack

uh as you probably saw with all the stuff that went down last night >.>

heh its okay just all the more reason to watch him

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Well, sometimes a lot of things would.

Oh. I didn't really read that... You mean Gamzee's entry?

True!

[moveslikejaeger]

i think the fact that im a boy threatening to steal you away would be a very good start
bet shed tell you id do awful things to you
a lot of mammas and pappas tell their daughters that in town because of me being a jaeger
dont hear that im sweet from too many girls there

yes i was kind of involved with that not as much as gamzee and shinra since i was sort of busy when they started but us talking was what started it
its okay tho i dont mind being trouble

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Well... The truth is, sometimes Mother isn't as right as she thinks she is. I know that. Don't worry.

And that's silly. The rest of your family doesn't determine who you are.

Oh, I see. Well, if you don't mind, I guess...

[moveslikejaeger]

i never worry sweetheart im as cool as a cucumber and as slick as

something very slick

they do a little i dont think id be half the person i am without all the love the pour on me

being bad doesnt have to mean evil and neither does being trouble for me it just means having more fun than the cranky pants who try to tell me no ;)