~Of Guilt~

[moveslikejaeger]

i do not wish to alarm anyone
but there is a little lizard ghost thing following me around telling me how awful i am
i do not know if it is just me or if one of you is next
but be warned
the guilt lizard exists

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[moveslikejaeger]

you have no idea rapunzel you really dont and im glad of that but maybe that is why this happened
because i was hiding the truth from you
i am awful
and i only feel bad for it when other people bring it up

[That really kind of hurt to write. But isn't there a saying about being cruel to be kind? Better to just push her away completely than to keep stabbing her in the heart, the ghost was right]

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[hairflyingheartpounding]

What do you mean?

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[moveslikejaeger]

isnt it obvious? this thing refers to a jar of hearts so obviously im just adding yours to all the ones ive broken in the past
sure i didnt mean to break them but i am a jaeger after all
breaking things is all were good for
van knows this you can ask him if you want
im a monster and im bad just like i told you before

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[hairflyingheartpounding]

You're being a git.

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[moveslikejaeger]

no im being honest
im not the handsome prince charming that you want me to be i am a knight
a blood knight
sorry sweety i am the lowest of the low
just a bad kid like mom and dad made me

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[hairflyingheartpounding]

I don't want to talk to you right now, Maxim.

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[moveslikejaeger]

probably better if you dont ever talk to me again

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[hairflyingheartpounding]

I actually thought you cared about me.

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[moveslikejaeger]

i care
that doesnt mean im good for you
that i wont keep hurting you just because i dont know how to do anything else
i would do anything you asked of me my lady love but i simply cannot be good
the sooner you learn this the better

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[hairflyingheartpounding]

[She stares for a long time before shutting her journl.]