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[This entry might seem a little uncharacteristically chipper coming from Murdoc of all people. Why? Because it's all pretty much fake. He's engaged to Sybille simply to prevent her from being deported and this entry has been made in the interest of seeming genuine.]

Good evening, Hogwarts. It is my great pleasure to announce that after nearly twenty years of being madly in love, both myself and the lovely Miss Matteris have gotten ourselves engaged to be married.

As of yet we haven't set a date for the wedding but we were simply too excited to hold off on announcing this to our dear friends. I'm certain you will all be invited.

[Individually filtered to Eridan, Bro and Constance]
We need to talk.

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Fortunately he doesn't know me well enough to see through this. One would hope, anyway.

I Hope So.

I Shall Keep My Fingers Crossed For You Both.

Thank you, Dolores.

You Are Very Welcome, Murdoc.

Let Me Know If I Can Do Anything For You.

I wouldn't mind talking about it. If you're free.

Of Course.
Shall I Come To You?

That would be nice. I'm in my office, if you'd like.

Ill Be There Momentarily.

[Around ten minutes later, she's gently knocking on Murdoc's office door, before pushing it open and peering inside]

Professor Donoghue?

[Murdoc is at his desk, looking beyond exhaustedly at his journal. He perks up a little as Dolores peers in, giving her a very tired smile.]

Come sit.

[She returns the smile and closes the door behind her, crossing to him and giving his shoulder a gentle squeeze before she takes a seat]

Dear, are you quite sure about all of this?

[He grunts softly as she squeezes, still totally unsure of how to take affection. He rubs his hands over his face as she sits and sighs loudly.]

No, I'm not sure of any of it. It's all I can do and I have to do it.

[Her voice softens. She's concerned for the both of them]

It's very noble of you, Murdoc.. and I'm sure you've considered the consequences should you be discovered.

I have. If it comes to that I'll take the fall, again. I'm quite well known about the ministry, it would be a big to do if an inquiry was made against me.

Oh, sweetheart...

[She places a hand on his arm and squeezes gently]

I'm so grateful to you. You have no idea how important Sybille is to me.

Not everybody seems to agree.

[his lip just barely quivers towards the end of that sentence, but he holds back that desperate want to cry.]

My son..Constance..Dirk. None of them want anythin' to do with me.

[Sympathy lights in her eyes and she shifts her chair closer, moving her hand up to his shoulder. She looks at him for a long moment, then wraps her arm around him and hugs him warmly]

If.. you would like me to, I can speak to them on your behalf..

[Dolores sits back, and her smile is a little sad, but no less warm for it]

But Murdoc, please believe me when I tell you that you are doing a very brave thing.

[Murdoc honestly has no idea how to react to affection. He doesn't lean into the hug, he just tenses.]

I doubt it would do me any good. The damage is done.

[he gives her a confused sort of stare]

I'm just doin' what I can. There's nothin' brave about it.

To do something like this, for the sake of someone else, despite the problems it will cause you and knowing that those close to you will react poorly to the decision that you make.. is that not bravery, my dear?

[She's had to deal with worse reactions to affection than that, and it doesn't faze her in the least]

Damage can be repaired. Things are difficult now, but they will change.

Edited 2012-09-19 23:52 (UTC)

All I've really done is manage to do is hurt everyone around me with my haste to fix things. Nobody wants to let me justify it either. They think I'm marryin' her so she'll be forced to love me or somethin' miserable like that.

It's not brave, it's dumb. Incredibly fuckin' dumb.

I'm letting you.

[She sits back, and chuckles warmly]

What do you want me to tell you, Murdoc..? Shall I agree with you? I do. It was very stupid, but that doesn't make it any less noble. I'm afraid I'm going to have to be stubborn about that, my dear.

[He lets himself slump forward, resting his head on the desk for a long moment before piping up in a soft voice.]

Tell me everything is goin' to be okay.

[She's quiet for a moment, though not because she doesn't know what to say - oh, she can easily tell him what he wants to hear, but she knows he won't really believe her. A few seconds pass in silence, then she shifts to the edge of her chair, and puts one arm gently around his shoulders, brushing her fingers over his hair and speaking in a soft, warm voice]

It will take time.. but everything will be alright, sweetheart.

[He hums, confirming that what she said was what he needed to head. He stays silent for a long while, staying in his slumped over position for the entire time.

Finally, he sits up again, looking dazed and as if he should have been crying. However, there's no moisture on his face or any indication that he's actually shed tears.]

Alright then.

[While he's quiet, she doesn't say anything, just continues with that light stroking of her fingertips over his hair, using the time to get her own thoughts in order.

When he sits up, Dolores shifts back, watching him quietly. A small smile tilts her lips up]

Should you have need of someone to listen, you know where to find me.

[He gives her an exceedingly tired look. He's trying to smile, but it just looks like a lip twitch right now.]

'ppreciate it.

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