Arthur Kirkland ☂ England (
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sortinghat_rp2012-09-26 02:10 pm
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[His handwriting is barely legible, as if he's shaking so badly he can barely hold the quill]
I need some help
Hes dead hes
Eriqs dead I dont know what to do
fuck
I need some help
Eriqs dead I dont know what to do
fuck
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He doesn't look at him, he just pulls in a shuddering breath, and his voice cracks when he finally speaks]
... what happened.
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I'm not really sure. Heart attack, I suspect. I was just... [he gestures toward his journal, which was sprawled open on the floor] Well, I was fine one second, if not a little distraught, and then I was staring at my dead body, wondering what just happened.
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[There's another shuddering breath, and he scrubs at one of his eyes with the heel of his hand, not even able to give two fucks that he's crying over this]
Right.
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It's fine, Arthur, really. I mean... there's not much you can do about it, right? So don't... don't make a fuss, okay?
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I'm not making a fuss. I'm not. I..
[Then he does look, because he needs to confirm for his own sanity that this is actually happening, and he feels his heart lodge in his throat]
You're dead. What am I supposed to..
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I dunno? How do you think I feel? I'm dead! I can't really do anything. So just... calm down, okay? I'm still... [he waves his hand around] here. Ish. That's something, right?
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[He slides away from Eriq's.. body.. and leans against the nearest wall, tucking his knees up close to his chest and wrapping his arms around his legs. For a few moments, he rests his forehead against his knees, and takes a couple of breaths to calm himself down. Can't be selfish, here.. Eriq is the dead one, not him.
Arthur lifts his head up and bumps the back of it against the wall, rubbing at his eyes again and muttering something that sounds like 'stupid..' under his breath]
I'm calm.
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[he pauses, shifting around to sit in front of the other boy - about an inch above the floor]
I'm flattered that you're so upset by my untimely passing, by the way.
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You thought I wouldn't be?
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[He sighs, slowly]
You're one of my best friends you bloody tosser and I have precious few of them, of course I'm going to be upset.
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But... I'm still here. Nothing's going to really change! It's not like I was hugging you all the time, right? I can still watch you sleep, you know. That's how I spent the first half of my afterlife, after all.
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[Using the wall as support, he gets up, still feeling a bit shaky about this but how calm Eriq is being is.. well, he can't very well continue panicking when the dead guy is the one being calm. It feels just a bit silly. He sits down on his bed instead, then flops down onto his back]
I suppose 'I'll miss you' is a rather pointless thing to say.
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Then Marshall was throwing up down the hall, so I checked on him. But I came right back afterwards.
[He shrugs again, then smirks, leaning forward, dropping his chin onto his hand as he bats his eyes at Arthur] Oh, darling, don't you know? I'll haunt you until the end of time~
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... You know, they say that ghosts imprint on people who meant something to them when they were alive, and haunt specific individuals for personal reasons. Should I be flattered?
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I mean, just imagine what it'll be like when you finally get with Alfredo Sauce. I will be there. Watching you smooch. Watching you do the nasty. Always staring.
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[This shouldn't feel so normal.. but somehow it does. He should have known death wouldn't change Eriq all that much]
... Oh my god would you shut up about that!
[And then there's a chess piece flying at him.. straight through him. Creepy]
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Well? It's not like you've stopped muttering about him in your sleep! If anything, it's gotten worse! He must be doing something right, if you've got him on your mind so much.
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[He narrows his eyes just a little. Arthur knows he talks in his sleep but it can't really be that bad, can it?]
I..
[Sigh]
I don't know. Maybe he is.
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[He smiles innocently, as if there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. He likes this topic much better than his death, too. It's far more inconsequential.]
You know I just tease you about him because I care, right? I mean, I know he's always picked on you, but it's never been like your brothers. He's a prat, but I think he usually means well, is what I'm trying to say. So I'm not judging you for liking him.
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[He manages to be good-humoured about it, at least. Somehow this is seeming less and less distressing. Well, no one can say Arthur doesn't bounce back quickly from a crisis, given no other option]
I don't think anyone's ever been quite like Will and Phineas.. and what the bloody hell do you mean by that? If looks could have killed when I told you I'd be as dead as you are.
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[He smiles vaguely, dropping his chin into one hand]
Of course, it could just be... [he gestures to himself] All this. A lot of things that bothered me before seem kind of petty and meaningless right now. Like I'm floating in a miasma of general apathy. It's rather nice.
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[He smiles in return, then his expression turns thoughtful]
Though, since I have you in this mood, what do you think I ought to do?
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[He hums a bit at the question] Well, don't kiss him until you're absolutely sure it's what you want. I kissed Herbert and Aranea before choosing one over the other, and now I can't have either.
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You kissed Herbert?
[The fact he kissed Aranea doesn't even get a comment. Arthur saw that one coming from the other end of the country]
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