FIVE ♋

[selfhatred]

THEY'RE BOTH HERE.
I CAN'T
I CAN'T FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS.
MOM I COULD DEAL WITH BUT...
THIS IS JUST FUCKING BULLSHIT.

[OOC: Karkat's parents should be easy to spot among the other dead ones here. His mother was run over, her neck is twisted to the side and her stomach is sunken on one side, like her organs are missing. His father is the one shot full of bullet holes '^']

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[fuckmackandme]

karkat?

[selfhatred]

THEY'RE BOTH DEAD.
BOTH OF THEM.
I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS.

[fuckmackandme]

both...
you parents?
they're ghosts?

[selfhatred]

NO SHIT.

[nosigntospeakof]

KARKAT...
I HAD NO IDEA.
I'M SO SORRY.

sloppily privated, feel free to threadjack

[selfhatred]

LIKE FUCK YOU DIDN'T.
YOU WERE HIS FUCKING NEXT OF KIN, WHY THE FUCK WOULDN'T THEY SEND YOU A FUCKING MESSAGE?
DO YOU FUCKING HATE ME?
AM I THAT MUCH OF A FUCKING BURDEN TO YOU THAT YOU JUST WANT TO THROW IT IN MY FUCKING FACE THAT MY DAD IS FUCKING DEAD WHEN HE SHOWS UP AS A SHITTY GHOST ON FUCKING PARENT'S DAY?
WOULD IT HAVE FUCKING KILLED YOU TO GIVE ME SOME TYPE OF GODDAMN WARNING?
OR YOU KNOW
LIKE MAYBE WHEN I FUCKING SENT HIM A LETTER ON THE ANNIVERSARY OF HER DEATH?
WHEN I GOT OVER THE IDEA THAT MAYBE HE REALLY DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO FUCKING TAKE CARE OF ME?
JUST
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU ALL.
I'M FUCKING DONE.

privated;

[nosigntospeakof]

I DON'T HATE YOU.
I COULD NEVER HATE YOU.
I DIDN'T KNOW.
IF I HAD I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU-

I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO SAY EXCEPT I'M SORRY...

[couragecore]

Your parents are here? What's going on?

[selfhatred]

THEY'RE HERE.
BOTH OF THEM ARE DEAD.

[couragecore]

...[Oh.

How deal with this?]

My dad isn't here. You want to go hang out somewhere?

Private

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

,,, kARKAT,
uM, gAMZEE'S DAD IS HERE TOO AND,
sO IS MINE AND i WAS THINKING THAT,
tHE THREE OF US COULD GO OUT,
aND GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE TODAY,
iF YOU WANTED,

Private

[selfhatred]

SUITS ME JUST FUCKING FINE.

[and a sudden switch in text]

I can't deal with anything right now.

Private

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

bACK AFTER CHRISTMAS, gAMZEE AND i WENT INTO THE FOREST,
i WAS THINKING WE COULD GO THERE AGAIN, mAYBE,,,

[Tavros has gone through so much shit lately, this was the absolute cherry.]

ummm should I do this too
it feels weird,.
I havent done it, in a while.

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

Karkat

Can we talk?

[selfhatred]

no

[disciplewhomsignlessloves]

Will you read if I just write here then?

[mo_cara]

cOuLd We Go SoMeWhErE bRo?

[selfhatred]

charms classroom
it's warded against ghosts

[i_bullieve_i_can_fly]

wAIT, wAIT,
uM, cAN i COME PLEASE,
mY DAD'S HERE AND i DON'T THINK i HANDLE THAT,
aND i DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE,

Action!

[cuddlefishpeixes]

<sub>[When Feferi saw Karkat's entry, she sat there for a full minute with her quill hovering over the page. And then she closed her journal, put it away, and told her Nanny that she was going to find a friend.]

[She found Karkat on his way to the Charms classroom, and broke into a run to catch up to him.]</sub>

Karkat!

Action!

[selfhatred]

[Karkat had been running like he was being chased by zombies, which...wasn't far off the mark really. Running was better than walking right now anyway, it felt like he could actually escape everything. So when Feferi calls out to him, he has to slow down to stop, his face red from running and crying. He was still crying actually, hadn't really stopped since blowing up at his uncle.]

What?

Action!

[cuddlefishpeixes]

_{[Feferi caught up to Karkat fairly easily, and when she saw that he was crying, her heart ached for him. Any words just died in her throat, and she stared at him in silence for a long moment, before she reached out to put her hands on his arms, the tentative prelude to a hug. She knew he didn't like being touched, but...]}

I'm so sorry...

[yerawwizarderi]

kar man wwhat
wwhos here

[selfhatred]

[sometime later]

my parents
they're both here and they're both DEAD

[yerawwizarderi]

doesnt that negate the possibility a it bein them in the first place