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[hairflyingheartpounding]

I'm can't wait for school to start again. When I'm home, Mother worries so much, even though I tell her I've been perfectly safe at school. I know she means well, of course, but I'm getting bored.

I was wondering if anyone would like me to make them something! That would be a nice way to pass time. I draw and make candles and pottery and knit and sew and, well, all sorts of things!

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[moveslikejaeger]

i still dont like the idea of it my mammas the exact opposite
iguess thats why i get in trouble all the time and you dont tho but i still dont like it

your welcome maybe when your done we can do a soap exchange itd be fun

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Well, I promise I'm just fine. I think different kinds of mothering works for different mothers.

I'd love that!

[moveslikejaeger]

but how are you going to see the world have adventures and learn things if you cant go anywhere? my mamma always says the best way to learn something is to do it yourself

c: is there anything youd like in particular i get all kinds of smells and colors and shapes going i like cinnamon and honey the best myself

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Well.... That's true. But I do think that once I'm an adult and out of Hogwarts, Mother will know she can let me have more freedom.

Oh, that sounds lovely! I would like to try that very much, Maxim. I also like hazelnuts... And roses! But I'm not sure they'd go well together...

What about you? What would you like?

[moveslikejaeger]

let you
rapunzel darling dont let your mother see this cuz im sure shed freak out but
when your an adult
she doesnt have to let you do anything
thats part of being an adult
getting to make your own choises
if your still all locked up when you finish scool im going to come rescue you >:C

could put ground hazelnut shells in the roses it makes it gritty but its good for exfoliating your skin coffee grounds are good for that too but i dont think you want to smell like that

something purple and maybe something yellow you can pick the smells i like them all :)

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Oh, Maxim. I didn't mean it like that. It's just... It's kind of tricky. But I'm sure I'll be fine, although it's really sweet of you to offer to come rescue me. You're a very nice person.

Hey, yeah, that makes sense! Exfoliation is very important, according to Mother! I don't much care for coffee, you're right.

Excellent color choices! Okay, I'll surprise you!

[moveslikejaeger]

you keep saying its tricky but i bet its not so much as you think but ill let it go until school is over for you okay
maybe you are right

its kind of a boy smell anyway i think or maybe i just think its a boy smell becaus thats what van always smells like

purple is my favorite color! i cant wait this is kind of nifty

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Thank you. And I promise to tell you if I ever need saving.

Oh, really? I just don't like how it tastes...

Mine, too! This is very nifty.

[moveslikejaeger]

:)<3

it takes some getting used to i didnt like it either but i swear its all van drinks we could drain his body of all his blood and replace it with coffee and hed never know the difference

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Wow, he must really love it. Does he drink it to help himself wake up?

[moveslikejaeger]

sort of i dont know if it works so well anymore but since sometimes im sent to fetch him and have to drag him out of the coffeeshop just to get him to go home you just never know

i think he just dislikes sleep

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Well, it's nice of you to look after him.

I wonder why...

[moveslikejaeger]

i have to he looks after me too after all

because he fusses too much gotta do all the things cant let anyone else do it nope gotta do it himself

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Aww, I'm glad you have each other.

Some people are just like that! As long as he's happy, right?

[moveslikejaeger]

everyone needs someone dont you think
but its up to you to find who you need so thats why you got to get out and explore the world okay?

yeah i just worry that hes going to wear himself out his family has been doing these things for generations so i know he can handle it but sometimes a person needs to recharge in a way that doesnt involve coffee you know

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Yes, I definitely agree. And I'll keep that in mind, Maxim.

Understandable. Have you told him that you worry?

[moveslikejaeger]

i will make sure you have a place at mammas if you ever need one
only probably not with the other girls because that might be a bit much at once

sometimes but not terribly often because he doesnt really take it to heart he knows his limits is what he says

[hairflyingheartpounding]

That's so nice. I know I keep saying stuff like that, but you're just... Well, really sweet.

Oh, that's too bad. I'm sorry to hear that.

[moveslikejaeger]

only half the time ;) the rest im absolutely awful and would give your mamma a heart attack

uh as you probably saw with all the stuff that went down last night >.>

heh its okay just all the more reason to watch him

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Well, sometimes a lot of things would.

Oh. I didn't really read that... You mean Gamzee's entry?

True!

[moveslikejaeger]

i think the fact that im a boy threatening to steal you away would be a very good start
bet shed tell you id do awful things to you
a lot of mammas and pappas tell their daughters that in town because of me being a jaeger
dont hear that im sweet from too many girls there

yes i was kind of involved with that not as much as gamzee and shinra since i was sort of busy when they started but us talking was what started it
its okay tho i dont mind being trouble

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Well... The truth is, sometimes Mother isn't as right as she thinks she is. I know that. Don't worry.

And that's silly. The rest of your family doesn't determine who you are.

Oh, I see. Well, if you don't mind, I guess...

[moveslikejaeger]

i never worry sweetheart im as cool as a cucumber and as slick as

something very slick

they do a little i dont think id be half the person i am without all the love the pour on me

being bad doesnt have to mean evil and neither does being trouble for me it just means having more fun than the cranky pants who try to tell me no ;)