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[mo_cara]

i'm sorry, won't be using this journal no more, so you all can tell your parents ain't no motherfuckers going to be writing bad shit no more.




[Private to Eridan]
i'm sorry.
i won't be looking at you or nothing any more.
if you want me to shut my chute when you're around, too, i'll do that.
i fucked up.


[Private to Shinra.]
i ain't gonna be on here no more, so give me your address, i'll figure out the bus and then walk to where you live.
you can owl me if you want, but i don't guess it's very good for me to be on these.

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[doctorkishitani]

I don't see why you should be giving up your journal when all of this was my fault. And I hope you'll reconsider doing this.

[Private to Gamzee]

In any case, I'll see you next week. And I'll see if we can meet you at the bus station because it would be impolite to make you walk all that way on your own.

But here's my address in case that doesn't work out. Or if you want to owl me.

[Address goes here]

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[mo_cara]

I aIn'T gOt No OwLs.
BuT i CoUlD wRiTe YoU a ReGuLaR lEtTeR aNyWaY.
aNd It WeReN't YoUr FaUlT, i DiD sOmE oThEr StUfF wHaT wAs BaD.
rEaLlY bAd.

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[doctorkishitani]

I think we would probably be able to receive muggle post as well and I'm sure my father wouldn't mind if he knew that it was from you.

In retrospect, it probably was my fault. And I really don't recall you doing anything bad at all. At least you didn't do anything bad during that discussion. I checked.

But don't worry. I'll explain the situation and then you won't have to give up your journal.

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[mo_cara]

NaH, aIn'T nOtHiNg YoUr FaUlT.
iT's NoT eVeN bEiNg AlL aBoUt ThE qUeStIoN.
i JusT
iF i StAy OfF tHeN lEsS pEoPlE wIlL bE iN tRoUbLe.
CaUsE eVeRyOnE sAyS wAtCh WhAt YoU wRiTe BuT i DiDn'T sEe NoThInG wRoNg WiTh It So HoW cAn I wAtCh WhAt I wRiTe If I aIn'T gOt ThE kNoWiNg Of WhEn EvErYoNe'S gOiNg To FrEaK oUt?
ThIs Is EaSiEr.
AnD i SaId SoMe UpRiGhT iMpRoPeR sHiT tO eRiDaN, aNd I kNeW iT wAs WrOnG aNd
i didn't mean to be disgusting.

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[doctorkishitani]

I don't see how you were being disgusting at all.

[He pauses]

But then again, everyone's been telling me to watch what I write as well. And that most of what I said was improper, so I think I probably said just as many improper things as you, if not more. But I can't figure out how any of them were improper either and I've been thinking about this all day.

But don't worry. I've just explained everything, so you should be able to keep your journal.

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[mo_cara]

[Aw, so sweet, Shinra!]

AiN't NoBoDy MaDe Me GiVe It Up, I jUsT tHiNk ThIs Be BeTtEr, FoR nOw.
AnD iT wErEn'T yOuR fAuLt!
I dIdN't HaVe To Be WrItInG wHaT i DiD.
aNyWaY.
yOu WeReN't ThE oNe AlL lOoKiNg At YoUr RoOmMaTe AlL sLaNtWiSe AnD wRoNg.

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[doctorkishitani]

Does that mean you won't be giving it up permanently? I hope that's the case, unless you change your mind and decide not to give it up at all. You really shouldn't be giving it up because in retrospect, you started the discussion as a means of answering my question, so really, it was my fault.

And I don't think there's a wrong way of looking at someone. Unless you're performing a non-verbal curse unprovoked. And I'm sure you weren't trying to do that.

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[mo_cara]

lOoK, bRo, YoU cAn'T bE dOiNg LiKe ThAt, Ok?
If We AlL kEeP gOiNg BaCkWaRdS fOr FaUlTs, ThEn It'S aLl LiKe My MuM's FaUlT fOr MaKiNg Me Be BoRn AnD mEeTiNg YoU sO wE wAs FrIeNdS aNd ThEn ThErE wAs ThIs QuEsTiOn.
I'm ThE dUdE wHaT dId It.
AiN't No MoThErFuCkErS tOlD mE tO.
aIn'T nObOdY gOnNa BuSt My AsS iF i DiDn'T.
sO iT wAs Me, AnD yOu AnD mAxIm NeEd To Be StOpPiNg AlL tHiS tAkInG mY bLaMe ShIt, Ok?

[There's a pause, and then-]
aNd It'S a WrOnG wAy To LoOk If It MaKeS tHeM fEeL aLl NaStY iNsIdE aNd LiKe ThE mOtHeRfUcKeR wHaT's DoInG iT iS a PeRvO cReEp.