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[mo_cara]

i'm sorry, won't be using this journal no more, so you all can tell your parents ain't no motherfuckers going to be writing bad shit no more.




[Private to Eridan]
i'm sorry.
i won't be looking at you or nothing any more.
if you want me to shut my chute when you're around, too, i'll do that.
i fucked up.


[Private to Shinra.]
i ain't gonna be on here no more, so give me your address, i'll figure out the bus and then walk to where you live.
you can owl me if you want, but i don't guess it's very good for me to be on these.

Comments

[doctorkishitani]

I don't see why you should be giving up your journal when all of this was my fault. And I hope you'll reconsider doing this.

[Private to Gamzee]

In any case, I'll see you next week. And I'll see if we can meet you at the bus station because it would be impolite to make you walk all that way on your own.

But here's my address in case that doesn't work out. Or if you want to owl me.

[Address goes here]

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[mo_cara]

I aIn'T gOt No OwLs.
BuT i CoUlD wRiTe YoU a ReGuLaR lEtTeR aNyWaY.
aNd It WeReN't YoUr FaUlT, i DiD sOmE oThEr StUfF wHaT wAs BaD.
rEaLlY bAd.

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[doctorkishitani]

I think we would probably be able to receive muggle post as well and I'm sure my father wouldn't mind if he knew that it was from you.

In retrospect, it probably was my fault. And I really don't recall you doing anything bad at all. At least you didn't do anything bad during that discussion. I checked.

But don't worry. I'll explain the situation and then you won't have to give up your journal.

[moveslikejaeger]

gamzee no your going to stop this nonsense right now

[moveslikejaeger]

come on gamzee stop being a dumbface and answer your journal i swear your acting like the last time oggie got dumped he locked himself in his room and played sad music all day it was pathetic this is not the end of the world you know

[moveslikejaeger]

if you start listening to how to save a life you know im going to smack you right? im serious i will fly all the way to wales and smack you silly

and i will know if you do dont you dare think otherwise

[di_intraining]

Or you could keep writing in it, but keep the inappropriate stuff out. I may be pissed at you for your little stunt the other day, but you've still got every right to use your journal in a responsible way.

[selfhatred]

GAMZEE--

[oh right, they were fighting. fuck. now what does he do?]

STOP BEING A FUCKING DRAMA QUEEN.
YOU DON'T HAVE TO GIVE UP YOUR JOURNAL COMPLETELY, IDIOT.
JUST...BE CAREFUL ABOUT THE SHIT YOU WRITE.

[Filtered for just Gamzee]

[arrogantalloy]

Are you really going to stop being you, just because you go into a little trouble?

Really, what's the point of that? I mean, yeah, we wont be seeing what you were talking about on CBeebees any time soon. Doesn't mean you should stop using the journal.

[Filtered private]

[mo_cara]

I'm PrEtTy SuRe I aIn'T gOt ThE kNoWiNg Of HoW tO sToP bEiNg Me.
i'M kInD oF sHiTtY aT tRaNsFiG.
iT's JuSt BeTtEr If I aIn'T hErE rIgHt NoW.

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[arrogantalloy]

It's moments like these I forget how unintentionally funny you are. Really, it's great.

You should be were ever you want to be. I mean I was reading those journals as much as anyone else. A lot of information that I'm sure will never be put on anyone's medical records, funny though really.

I would say that everyone over-reacted, but I'm not exactly the periodical of normal behaviour.

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[allisnotlost]

gam
he scolded me okay
thats all he did
just because of that you dont havve to stop bein my friend or lookin at me or out for me or talkin to me or anythin
i really wwas wwonderin its my fault for not bein the smart person an filterin it or anythin
thats wwhat ivve got to say about it

besides wwere housemates howw in the hell are wwe gonna not be able to do any of that shit
itll be real difficult id havve to say

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[mo_cara]

NoT lIkE tHaT.
i MeAnT
i won't look at you like THAT.
i'M sOrRy If ThAt ShIt Be NaStY tO yOu Or EmBaRrAsInG, i AiN't NeVeR sHoUlD hAvE
it's just wrong.

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[allisnotlost]

since im bein honest im just gonna say that yeah it was a little bit unsettlin to know that you did that
but its not like im gonna just cut everythin we had because of that
i do appreciate it though but hhghhh
believe me whenever i say that youre not the only one whos embarrassed me before

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[thegluethatbinds]

Mr Makara, are you alright?

[Filtered]

[mo_cara]

fine.

[Filtered]

[thegluethatbinds]

Then you know you don't have to exile yourself from the journals. I think Mr Jaegar and Mr Shinra would miss your presence.

[dou8letrou8le]

Are you that easily deterred?

[rule_britannia]

Gamzee, don't be so bloody ridiculous.

You're just going to make more of a nuisance of yourself by cutting yourself off from your journal.
You know it's the easiest way for the professors to get in touch with us.

No one's blaming you for sodding curiosity, it's the way you went about it.
And everyone who answered is just as bad.
Including myself.

So stop being such a bloody tool.

[Private Filtered]

[rule_britannia]

Come on, this isn't like you.
Not that I'm worried or anything.

[Except he kind of is a little]

[sugaredpotions]

Look, Gamzee, there wasn't a thing in the world you could have done to stop what my mum did. She wasn't going to listen to any students. She wanted the word straight from a professor, and that's already happened.

She still wants to check my journal at night to see what I've answered. But there's nothing anyone can do about that. I'm not mad at you anymore, all right?

[brothor]

i will miss you dearly!!!!

[pomodoroo]

For the love of Christ, no one is going to even give a shit or remember the stunt you guys did in a few weeks anyways. You don't have to stop using your journal.

[its_cor_aline]

Dude, no! Can't you like, appeal to a higher power or something?

[hairflyingheartpounding]

Gamzee, that's pretty extreme, don't you think?